The count down - 13 16 hours and counting.(Eager Beaver)
I have a show today - correction - I have two shows today. Kind of feel like an empowered woman BUT I imagine I am feeling the way my guest feel as they're sitting in the dressing room right before the show - a ball of nervous excitement & the attitude of "let's just get to it already, I can't take the prelude / in between time". This hour is the hour after my first show has taped and I am gearing up for my second set of guest. I have a minute to think about how I accomplished one task on the list (my immediate past) and soon to start the last task standing in between me and my surgery (my immediate future). I have no witty quotes or punny bantar... I have "realization". The realization that I am making something happen in my life that I have been terrified of for my many years. The realization that I am literally taking a HUGE weight off my shoulders and will be moving through life like I once did. And most importantly the realization that this process has shown me that I do have people in my life that I can count on - W/OUT having to produce them. Oh... and also the realization that I get to sleep and be on bed rest for 8 wonderful days!
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